Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Thinking very deeply of you…I’m sad at how much distance is between us, I'm happy that I feel as deeply as I do about you. I long for you in ways deep and subtle. I wish you were more free to come appear at my door and hold me in your arms. You’re unlike anyone I have ever known. I often wonder what lies deep within you, what valleys the streaming feelings you have about me have carved into your inner world, if our rivers simply cross or our waters converge…I miss you.

Swim (Part 3)


Thursday, July 9, 2015

My Love,

We come to this juncture, where our streams flow into other tides. The undercurrent pulls us into new and different directions. 

Quietly still on the surface, all the movement happens below the surface and in the undertow. There is no fog ahead, there are no storms on the horizon. 

Because I have known you and loved you down to my very core, there are only clear travels I will sail forward on, riding the winds of Freedom. 

July 9, 2015

Made Love


Saturday, May 23, 2015

The love you made with me tonight was so full of every fiber of our Being that whatever I had left of me no longer exists--you and I are completely One.
What is left of our existence is a culmination; It vibrates and transmits at a resonance that is beyond body, soul, and mind--you and I are Love.

Let It Will Be.

Musings From My Heart 2


Tuesday, April 21, 2015


        You bring me joy and heavenly bliss.
The World is complete when I am in your presence and hollow when we are apart.

I am caught up completely in the rapture.

When you are away it feels like we are thousands of miles apart and I longingly ache to be with you, to hear your voice, to get lost in your eyes.

I will swim in the deepest depths of the sea to cleanse my Soul for you.

How can I raise you up like you have done for me? All I want to do is to return the favor, a thousand fold.

I am happy. It is because of You.

The smallest things about you are the biggest inspirations to me--could you be a muse to me?

It's beyond sexual, it's connection.

I want to wake up in your arms like we did on Sunday morning, hearing the songs your birds were singing, the light of the day filling the room gently, our bodies intertwined, your kiss on my neck. I am awakened.
Let us energize each other.

We have moved forward into a new "us"--where do we go from here, from this place of beginnings? I anticipate the answer, I anticipate the knowing.

I am an open book to you--my pages are filled with varied stories of a past that has made me into who I Am and new chapters are devoted to you. May our story be written continuously, with infinite volumes.

At your piano may you play that song for me again. And again. Music to my ears, a symphony to my Soul.
I can look at you and think a trillion thoughts but fail to come up with words to speak them; I am caught up in the dance, not wanting the music to fade and the lights to go out. So when I am silent and gazing, listening intently, let me enjoy the awe I witness in you...

I really want to be with you. I know you feel the same way too.

(June 11, 2009)



Friday, April 3, 2015

You’ve been on my mind since you left yesterday. 
I want you to know that I hope that our time together gives you comfort and makes you happy and that our visits take you to a place where the other things that press on you don’t exist, if even for a moment. I have never felt eros such as what we have. It thrills me, gives me pure joy because it is of You. I’m blessed and thankful.
This love I give to you--know that it is yours freely and solely and without conditions. I give it to you because I know that you deserve it, that you’re more than worth it, and that it’s your time to have it in the way that you see fit and comfortable for you.
Don’t mind me when I press on about the silly things my mind wonders about. It is not my intention to add pressure, I hope I haven’t. 
I want to give myself freely to you and to shower you with this love--it overflows for you, beyond even my old spirit’s comprehension or the concepts of my contemporary mind. 
Pure and simple, I am here to make you feel better than the best. 
I am your Chariot, your vessel of Joy.
(March 13, 2015)

Through The Door


Thursday, April 2, 2015

You go to leave, the door has just closed;
In your absence, once more I am filled
with the sting of sadness.
You return to me, the door has opened again; 
In your presence, once more I am filled
with the light of love.

Musings From My Heart 1


Monday, March 30, 2015

     I am just going to feel this one out--completely.

It feels natural, whole, it feels like pure kismet, meant to be.

I feel no counter emotion-those feelings of doubt or uncertainty, or of an impending finality, an end. I just am able to be honest for the first time, in a long time.

I have no desire to have it end. It is just beginning.

I have total trust in the course that is being charted and am guided by divine force.

I feel that our connection is within our mutual understanding and it exists in its own realm with its own language and culture.

A heart connection-found.

We exist on a transcendental dimension founded on creation, joy, Love, Light- I have been searching for this just as long as you have and so grateful to have been privileged to witness and be in the presence of you again, after seemingly forgotten lifetimes eons ago.

You will transform me to celestial heights and I am ready and willing to return the favor with loving grace.

It is too good to be true because the Truth is good.

I will strive to be your Joy and Bliss-let me know how I can bring these blessings to you continuously.

We are a reflection of each other. The Mirror has two faces, two hearts, two minds, and one Soul.

It's not entirely physical, sexual. It's brother/sister/mother/father/loverhood.

You are so beautiful to me; there are no words to describe how I see you (but still, I try): transcendental beauty, Light, pleasure, Heart...

You are free to create and make love with me, the result of which will always be Creation.

I am grateful for you for seeing me with all eyes and with your heart, I truly appreciate this blessing because now I do not have to be cloaked or invisible.

I will protect you as you protect me and I am your warrior and champion.

I hope I am the love prophecy fulfilled to full fruition; You are mine--I feel this at the core of my being.

I Thank You-- Love of my Love, Life of my Life.

(June 6, 2009)

"Come Get Dessert"


Sunday, March 22, 2015

On Feb 28, 2015, at 9:59 PM, "Mx Amoureaux” wrote:
Sweet delights are here laying, waiting just how you like it, in my candlit room
Come take me love.

On Feb 28, 2015 10:04 PM, "XX" wrote
U have been on my mind all night .You're so fucking sexy baby. God. 

On Feb 28, 2015, at 10:07 PM, "Mx Amoureaux” wrote:
You make me that way. So hot for u all the time.

On Feb 28, 2015 10:09 PM, "XX" wrote:
I'm your big dicked lover  ;)
I love exploding in u more than anything

On Feb 28, 2015, at 10:13 PM, “Mx Amoureaux” wrote:
I love that exact moment when you throb and pulse and I feel your heat inside me. It fills me with joy.

On Feb 28, 2015 10:14 PM, "XX" wrote:
You are perfect

On Feb 28, 2015, at 10:19 PM, “Mx Amoureaux” wrote:
You make me that way

Come get dessert 

Belong To You


Tuesday, February 10, 2015

When I don’t feel you I get lost and wonder where you are
You’re so close to me yet so far
I’ve gone the whole day keeping busy, holding thoughts of you at bay
I try to find peace and soak in the bubbles while Amy’s “Wake Up Alone”croons from the stereophone
As a reminder that again I’ll be home alone
So in the dark of night I get in my car and drive past your house,
I see the bedroom lights on and see her silhouette as she creeps down beside you,
Doing what we as lovers do
And what I’ve fought to forget is playing loud and true
You’re not mine but I belong to only you



Saturday, February 7, 2015

On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 at 4:44 PM, "Mx Amoureaux" wrote: 
Did my man get caught in the rain on your bike on your way home?

On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 4:45 PM, "XX" wrote:
yes it was beautiful. felt so good - you and the rain

Sunset Portrait


Such a sensual picture you've left in my psyche: sweaty and spent from our loving entanglement, you laying on my bed, your strong physique, (the hair on your torso and on your sturdy thighs), how it glistens with lust (especially the slickness around your thick cock wet with my juices), such joy on your face (that vibrant smile and light from your eyes!), your scent in the air and on my shoulder from where you placed desirous kisses while your happiness erupted within me, 
lighting me up and filling me with bliss, with such love.



Thursday, January 15, 2015

More than miss, more than all of these tears spilled
More than heartache, take away all of this
Can’t go even one day let alone two, feel like I’m going to explode
And it’s day three, torn at the core into pieces, I don't know what more to do
Are you free of me?
I shall wither away, blown by the wind into the sea and carried to the other shore.
Lock me up if it is a crime for wanting you like I do,
All I want is for you to want me too
Broken, please put me back together for you have the missing part
It fits in the hollow of my heart and fills it up
With all that I need

It is Y.O.U.

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