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Tyrant I/II

I     I must seem like a tyrant when it comes to Love, not sure if I want it or not, I push away when it comes time to pull in, always doing things to fail myself from falling deep again,  all the while wishing for the things I felt and have lost along the way.  I call my guards up and begin to wage war against these things because of and in the name of Love. I do this to heal the hurt and pain that falling deep into Love has left me.  Self-inflicted, self-vindicated, is it real pleasure or real pain?  The wages of battle are surely ache and loss, a price I don't want to be obliged to pay. II I give my body away like it were a worthless coin, trying to forget that the truth is ,    I am a precious jewel, a rare delight. I urge the soldier of my own choosing to go deeper, into the place that only I know, to leave his essence to fill me up where I feel empty,  to leave a Light on inside  so that I don't g...

Question Series 2: "Car Sex -- Uber Fuck?"

Topic: Car Sex--Uber Fuck?  Question: Have you been fucked by an Uber driver or similar situation? (SL in London, UK) I seem to have no problem with getting "car action"--- In NYC I have a limo driver I directly hire and whom I suck/fuck when I'm in town. We met when I needed a driver to take me home one night seven years ago from a posh industry party in Manhattan to my apartment in Brooklyn Heights which is some distance...lots of innuendo in our conversation led to him pulling right in front of my building and getting into the backseat with me so I can "relieve his stress" with my mouth that first ride. I swallowed every drop! He didn't charge me and gave me his cell number "for the next time I needed a ride". I've been using it ever since! He drives me all over NYC, to/from area airports, even picking me up from the Hamptons once (I had to let him fuck me on the way back into the city and again on the sofa in my apartment while watchi...

Question Series 1: "Doggy: On All Fours, Knees Together or Apart"

Topic: Sexual Positions--Doggy:  On All Fours, Knees Together or Apart ? Question: D o you do doggy style with your knees open or together? Or do you let him decide? Open lets him stand directly behind you with his legs together. Knees together lets him stand directly behind you with your feet between his slightly spread legs. Feedback? Am I the only one who thinks about crazy shit like this? (TM in FL) I've never given this particular position (all 4's, knees together) much thought but now that you bring it to my attention, I find that I'm often in this position when being taken doggy--perhaps because I'm a smaller build (5'9", 130#) it is easier for my Lover to naturally place me in this position, and yes, it is more "feminine" which is also why I'm taken this way when in doggy (most all of my regular Lovers are heterosexually-identified). My own little quirk to this is, so that I have more stability, I always cross my feet over each ot...