Intersexion

It was a dream fully realized that was lived richly, hungrily, until its inevitable end. Tension pressed inward, movement tethered and restrained, the spirit strained through a fine and unforgiving sieve until longing gently unfastened the chaste. And there, at the threshold between ache and awakening, the beautiful Being discovered the key at last: unlocking the cage not by force, but by will alone, almost as if by magic. Unmade by love, released from devotion, this beautiful being gathers back every trembling thing once given. Two bodies loosen from the heat of becoming One, separation sliding slowly like silk from bare skin— aching, tender, as the body slowly remembers its own name.

locked away in a gilded cage is a being of such Beauty that whenever eyes are laid upon this creature, they cannot tell if it is real or if it is a dream. No one can believe that such a thing can be held aloft in such a device of shining silver and gold, yet it is, and meant for only the strongest among them.  Made of love and trained to serve,  this being gives everything that is good  to  a Master of fate and desire,  into a f ulcrum of Love,  a  union of two into One.

Do you realize...no one will ever love you more than me. I still hold on to this truth, even though I should let go.  I guess I want you to know this truth, by experience. I would give up everything I have just to show you, don't you know?  Come back to me and let us be.

oh Master what masterpieces will You paint using Your brushes which tickle and prick on the strokes You choose what shades of red and brown, purple and black will splay across the golden caramel canvas that lays obediently taught yet slack before You oh Master what shapes will appear, what messages will be relayed, what joys will be displayed, that Your artistry commands from its praise for the masterpiece You craft, shape, and devise to bring pleasure to the mind upon those secret set of eyes _____ Magic exists in the stroke that is also where Heaven is found  in the bend of Your wrists, in the twist of the brush And the canvas is Yours to command as You wish, a display of Your power a kind of Love that  becomes  Bliss

Love, After all of this time I just want you to know that your efforts to be with me have not gone unnoticed or unappreciated. It endears me to know that you make an effort to see me and to be with me, whether for a multitude of reasons or for an nth degree of nothing, it does not matter. It shows that you want to be next to me, that you want to look into my green eyes, that you want to feel me at my deepest depths, that you want to give and receive pleasure from a simple human being such as me.  In your extraordinary presence, I am pleased and I am grateful, and I am touched beyond the obvious, all the way down to the subtle. You are my favorite thing. Bisous,   -M  (Jan 3, 2015)

let my mouth go where it wants to to taste the salt of your skin and the savory flesh upon your bone your flavor bursts in my mouth  and tastes like a smorgasbord of delights

The power you have over me has me compelled to simply give you pleasure   You see my love, it's your pleasure because it belongs to you. I am just the keeper of it,  the vessel for it,  the human embodiment of it it is my pleasure to give you access to what is rightful, completely yours . Cast your magic, weave your spells, I will fall down and under it every time   

On Oct 4, 2014 5:29 AM, "XX" wrote: Holy fuck I miss u When do you get in my love? Sent from my iPhone On Oct 4, 2014, at 8:45 AM,” Mx Amoureaux” wrote: >I'm home darling xx I got in last night. I came back early from my trip to see you... *sent from Outer Space* On Oct 4, 2014 6:04 AM, "XX" wrote: Gosh I didn't know u came back early for me. Compounds my sadness and longing for u my love.   I had to fly early this morn to see my daughter for a few days. Back Thursday. Really really kills me I won't see u til then. Had no choice. Have to go to a school event and my work ended Thursday and begins else where on or around the 12th. Will be back Thursday and will hold you closer than I ever have before.   Unless u can come to NYC baby but I highly doubt u can so quickly. Wish u could be in NYC or close to me. In my apt. Or in your hotel. Waiting for me.   I almost didn't go so I could see u a...

you've corralled me from running free you have tamed my wild horses   bridled them from their constant seek of ecstasy caught in your lasso you now pull the reins you give me everything I could need ride me to Freedom

Out of everything, I miss you.  Oh, so much! What you've cast and woven, I cannot turn away from, nor do I want to. You're my need. Without you I feel so tight. Unravel me.

Pappahoggies,   Please excuse me for sending you an email message, but for the strangest happenstance, I don't have any of your personal contact info on my current device; I would have just texted. And, as you know, I am not on social media so I couldn't just send you a FB message. Oh, this modern world.   I was just thinking about you this evening. Thinking of you in that deep way one sometimes does. Well, not "one" but me. I have so many fond memories of you. I am still in such amazement that you and I became friends, in that magical way that we came together. As simple as it was, there was indeed magic there. I am still touched by it. And oh how quickly our lives aligned with each other and we began creating memories that when we think back on them, as time moves forward, they are part of our youth. I am still moved by it.   We were there for each other in some dire times, and we were there for each other in some bright times, too. We were a part of eac...

On Aug 9, 2015, at 9:29 AM, "Mx Amoureaux" wrote: Oh how lovely it would be to sneak under your covers and give you a deep wet kiss and taste the droplets of salty sweetness that escape from you when I come up for air. You’re the most delicious thing to me. Miss you. Need you. So in love with you. Xox On Aug 9, 2015 9:35 AM, "XX" wrote: Will u do that to me soon baby? On Aug 9, 2015, at 9:38 AM, “Mx Amoureaux” wrote: Absolutely yes. I'd do that to you every morning. On Aug 9, 2015 9:42 AM, "XX" wrote: Mmmmm fuck. Want that so badly On Aug 9, 2015, at 10:11 AM, "Mx Amoureaux" wrote: And I want to do that to you, so badly and often. But you have to promise that we’ll sit quietly afterward reading the Sunday Times and I get the Arts section first ;) On Aug 9, 2015 at 10:21 AM “XX” wrote: I promise

R, I haven’t heard from you for quite a few days now and just wanted to make sure that you are faring well and making strides in your progress. I was left with the impression that we would at least talk and get some truths out into the space between us so they can dissipate into the ether and we could move forward/onward but it appears perhaps this isn’t going to happen. Perhaps for you leaving silently is the best way to go. I can respect that… I want to thank you for the time you shared and spent with me and I will always be honored to know a part of the real you. I really grew fond of you these three years and I only ever wanted to give you the pure freedom of pleasure that I know you need and deserve. I thank you for allowing me to simply feel , especially at a time for me when I didn’t think I could or wanted to. I thank you for sharing with me the sweetness that I have always felt and seen in you. These are but a few of the gifts you have given me and that I will al...

Thinking very deeply of you…I’m sad at how much distance is between us, I'm happy that I feel as deeply as I do about you. I long for you in ways deep and subtle. I wish you were more free to come appear at my door and hold me in your arms. You’re unlike anyone I have ever known. I often wonder what lies deep within you, what valleys the streaming feelings you have about me have carved into your inner world, if our rivers simply cross or our waters converge…I miss you.

Love,         You bring me joy and heavenly bliss. The World is complete when I am in your presence and hollow when we are apart. I am caught up completely in the rapture. When you are away it feels like we are thousands of miles apart and I longingly ache to be with you, to hear your voice, to get lost in your eyes. I will swim in the deepest depths of the sea to cleanse my Soul for you. How can I raise you up like you have done for me? All I want to do is to return the favor, a thousand fold. I am happy. It is because of You. The smallest things about you are the biggest inspirations to me--could you be a muse to me? It's beyond sexual, it's connection. I want to wake up in your arms like we did on Sunday morning, hearing the songs your birds were singing, the light of the day filling the room gently, our bodies intertwined, your kiss on my neck. I am awakened. Let us energize each other. We have moved forward into a new "us"--where do we ...

R, You’ve been on my mind since you left yesterday.  I want you to know that I hope that our time together gives you comfort and makes you happy and that our visits take you to a place where the other things that press on you don’t exist, if even for a moment. I have never felt eros such as what we have. It thrills me, gives me pure joy because it is of You. I’m blessed and thankful. This love I give to you--know that it is yours freely and solely and without conditions. I give it to you because I know that you deserve it, that you’re more than worth it, and that it’s your time to have it in the way that you see fit and comfortable for you. Don’t mind me when I press on about the silly things my mind wonders about. It is not my intention to add pressure, I hope I haven’t.  I want to give myself freely to you and to shower you with this love--it overflows for you, beyond even my old spirit’s comprehension or the concepts of my contemporary mind.  Pure and simp...

Love,      I am just going to feel this one out--completely. It feels natural, whole, it feels like pure kismet, meant to be. I feel no counter emotion-those feelings of doubt or uncertainty, or of an impending finality, an end. I just am able to be honest for the first time, in a long time. I have no desire to have it end. It is just beginning. I have total trust in the course that is being charted and am guided by divine force. I feel that our connection is within our mutual understanding and it exists in its own realm with its own language and culture. A heart connection-found. We exist on a transcendental dimension founded on creation, joy, Love, Light- I have been searching for this just as long as you have and so grateful to have been  privileged  to witness and be in the presence of you again, after seemingly forgotten lifetimes eons ago. You will transform me to celestial heights and I am ready and willing to return the favor with...

Your doubt can move me to mountains so far away from the present that I do not want to ever come back to the now. How can you have any doubt when I have given to you so freely, and so sweetly? Haven’t I reassured you enough to dispel any doubt, or are my words forgotten in the instant they are heard, the undulations of my body against yours become untouched? What you said has upset me, can’t you see? It makes me want to give up all of the pleasure we have exchanged and begin my search again for the elusive that I have found in you, out in the mired ether. I feel like I am ready now to turn away, from not just you but from the universal gift I am honoured to grant you. I doubt that what we have is not going to last much longer, and I don’t want to give up all of this sweetness just yet.  Again, I stand here and hold fast against the impending end. I know it is unbelievable each and every time we are together but know that it is real and it is of our own making....