Intersexion

I have loved people who can never be entirely mine I know this is futile  yet I continue to chase them I have grown accustomed  to feeling complete by a meager effort even when they choose  something else deemed better over me when will I ever learn? feeling completed but not whole he only kisses me while he's deep in my unknown telling me to not get too attached it nevers turns into something more than a feel a little is better than nothing why do I let my heart be spurned?

It was a dream fully realized that was lived richly, hungrily, until its inevitable end. Tension pressed inward, movement tethered and restrained, the spirit strained through a fine and unforgiving sieve until longing gently unfastened the chaste. And there, at the threshold between ache and awakening, the beautiful Being discovered the key at last: unlocking the cage not by force, but by will alone, almost as if by magic. Unmade by love, released from devotion, this beautiful being gathers back every trembling thing once given. Two bodies loosen from the heat of becoming One, separation sliding slowly like silk from bare skin— aching, tender, as the body slowly remembers its own name.

locked away in a gilded cage is a being of such Beauty that whenever eyes are laid upon this creature, they cannot tell if it is real or if it is a dream. No one can believe that such a thing can be held aloft in such a device of shining silver and gold, yet it is, and meant for only the strongest among them.  Made of love and trained to serve,  this being gives everything that is good  to  a Master of fate and desire,  into a f ulcrum of Love,  a  union of two into One.

I I wished and asked and here You are to a little leprechaun I told my heart's secret he pointed his gold in our direction these waterfalls of affection pour from our wellspring it is  never-ending II all I ever want is to please  give you the world have you live at ease exist in your kingdom devoted exultations and prayers delivered on bended knees III my fruit I lay in front of you devour me entirely you know my flesh is sweet, the Tree of Knowledge I hang from pluck the morsels until your basket is full and make a dish of delights from these spoils and live in Love which is rightfully  Yours

Just to feel you  Outside, next to, alongside, inside, close to me is Heaven on Earth

Do you realize...no one will ever love you more than me. I still hold on to this truth, even though I should let go.  I guess I want you to know this truth, by experience. I would give up everything I have just to show you, don't you know?  Come back to me and let us be.