Intersexion

I kneel before you and open my Self wide You give me your Water, and I drink from the fountain of Pleasure

I have set myself on a course of real liberation. I feel the new freedom moving through me. It feels great and energizing. I realize the more you peel away layers of whatever protective shell you cover yourself with and remove them, the only thing you become is your true Self. I used to think that peeling away these layers leads to Nothing because I felt nothing at the core. This was a fabrication made up by Fear. I know now I was sorely mistaken. What you become is quite distinct--you become integrated with your Self and with the Highest, which is to become Everything. And to be everything...that is beautiful.

Love,         You bring me joy and heavenly bliss. The World is complete when I am in your presence and hollow when we are apart. I am caught up completely in the rapture. When you are away it feels like we are thousands of miles apart and I longingly ache to be with you, to hear your voice, to get lost in your eyes. I will swim in the deepest depths of the sea to cleanse my Soul for you. How can I raise you up like you have done for me? All I want to do is to return the favor, a thousand fold. I am happy. It is because of You. The smallest things about you are the biggest inspirations to me--could you be a muse to me? It's beyond sexual, it's connection. I want to wake up in your arms like we did on Sunday morning, hearing the songs your birds were singing, the light of the day filling the room gently, our bodies intertwined, your kiss on my neck. I am awakened. Let us energize each other. We have moved forward into a new "us"--where do we ...

Love,      I am just going to feel this one out--completely. It feels natural, whole, it feels like pure kismet, meant to be. I feel no counter emotion-those feelings of doubt or uncertainty, or of an impending finality, an end. I just am able to be honest for the first time, in a long time. I have no desire to have it end. It is just beginning. I have total trust in the course that is being charted and am guided by divine force. I feel that our connection is within our mutual understanding and it exists in its own realm with its own language and culture. A heart connection-found. We exist on a transcendental dimension founded on creation, joy, Love, Light- I have been searching for this just as long as you have and so grateful to have been  privileged  to witness and be in the presence of you again, after seemingly forgotten lifetimes eons ago. You will transform me to celestial heights and I am ready and willing to return the favor with...

I have swam in the deep dark sea of denial for far too long. Its cold temperatures have failed me, mistaking its rush for warmth. I have swam against currents of my own power and fought to win against the ebb of the tide, fought to win against the rip currents, only to lose myself every time, sinking deeper into murkier depths. I have fallen so far down into the abyss that the underworld of the sea appeared full of splendor and magic. It was all an illusion. I come up for air now, permanently exiting the water and laying down on the shore. I strive for my land legs to sprout from my fins, laying down on the shore, gasping for air to fill my gills as they turn back to lungs. On the shore, I bask in the daylight, in the warmth of the sun. I am exhausted and exhilaration rises from within. I am renewed by my will to evolve. The realization begins, transforming me anew.

There are so many places that I want to go--how many destinations will I eventually visit on this road of independence and freedom? I can't know unless I travel steadfastly and assured.  It has taken quite some time to get to the place that I am at without you and I have done it all by myself, done it on my own terms and with my own resolve, weighed by my own strength and measured by my own ruler.  How can I know if it is meant to be done all in this way if I think, if I doubt that it can't be done alone? How and when will I know otherwise? I have to trust--trust that I'm going the right way forward and toward an honest place, onward to a place of peaceful existence.  I must continue to learn that everything is a lesson and examine what knowledge I have gained from a worthy teacher such as you. So many lessons filled with tests and challenges, all of which I have passed with brilliant and flying colors. I take each and every step forward and continue to find ou...

I am the carafe to carry your milk,  mingled with the honey of my Existence All that is living springs forth in joyous splendor,  a union of lovers Divine. Come forward and fill my cistern  with the waters of Ecstasy until I'm left to overflow  with praise of such a gift as your Love, a union of souls entwined.

The newness that each day brings upon waking is truly the point of inspiration. How finite and subtle this inspiration presents itself- it unfolds in its seamless way and starts to reveal itself in numerous, tiny beginnings, much like life.  Life unfolds and reveals many moments for you, presently or in memoriam. It opens your eyes to see the road in front (and behind) you so that your journey is not short sighted or boring. Countless new sights and experiences abound! It is this awakening and the blessing of its arrival that is worth celebrating, by enjoying it, recognizing it, utilizing it to it greatest potential, honouring it in meditative contemplation, and striving to experience it to its maximum. It is this awakening that reminds you-- Live to the Fullest Extent of your Being.

Our modern life is not about market values, advertising outreach, political punditry, profit margins, browbeating, living in the proverbial box... it is about being one with nature, expressing love, opening your mind, using your creativity, understanding your individuality, and sharing everything you know joyfully with each other.

The student/apprentice that I am always feels the need to rebel against the teacher. It is a way of exerting intellectual independence counter to all the lessons taught and learned, expressing the internal truth I have within myself , expressing my own intelligence and it works this way, which is not always your way, the taught-to-be right way. I recognize this rebellion yet do not try to temper it. It is my learned behavior of learning. I am learning to come to understand in the teachers way now, with totality and without feint.

It doesn't matter the time, incident, or place because Love will always be present and will always heal. t ime is irrelevant and has no bearing when it comes to loss or pain or strife because Love will come in and will always heal. life ebbs and flows and continues on because Love will always be present and will always heal. it is a gun with a beam of Divine Lovelight and it shines on. Forever. I point it at you, at me, at the world, at the Universe. I point the Beam of Love.

I am on the path of evolutionary change. I acknowledge this and am no longer resistant to change. I see this change taking many shapes and many forms; I see a new path being cleared for me and it is this road I am choosing to journey upon. It will take me far and near and at the end of it, I will change . I will metamorphoses, again. To me.

Be Thankful for what you've got-- Infinite creativity, an unconditional and giving heart, vibrant sensuality, youthful optimism, unbounded imagination, an inquisitive nature, a learned mind, healthy vitality, kinetic energy, universal peace, global outreach, eternal gratitude, social cause, inspiring peers, a positive attitude, boundless love, natural intuition, good intentions, divine wisdom, innate style, true faith, shining light, and, most of all, Love. Happy Thanksgiving and Thank You!!