Intersexion

I have loved people who can never be entirely mine I know this is futile  yet I continue to chase them I have grown accustomed  to feeling complete by a meager effort even when they choose  something else deemed better over me when will I ever learn? feeling completed but not whole he only kisses me while he's deep in my unknown telling me to not get too attached it nevers turns into something more than a feel a little is better than nothing why do I let my heart be spurned?

I I wished and asked and here You are to a little leprechaun I told my heart's secret he pointed his gold in our direction these waterfalls of affection pour from our wellspring it is  never-ending II all I ever want is to please  give you the world have you live at ease exist in your kingdom devoted exultations and prayers delivered on bended knees III my fruit I lay in front of you devour me entirely you know my flesh is sweet, the Tree of Knowledge I hang from pluck the morsels until your basket is full and make a dish of delights from these spoils and live in Love which is rightfully  Yours

Just to feel you  Outside, next to, alongside, inside, close to me is Heaven on Earth

Do you realize...no one will ever love you more than me. I still hold on to this truth, even though I should let go.  I guess I want you to know this truth, by experience. I would give up everything I have just to show you, don't you know?  Come back to me and let us be.

All it takes is just one touch and I am Yours like it is our first time, every time

I know that I wield a heat that burns hot and bright, only those who have held fire in the palm of their hands will know that they can stand the heat of my flame If I am aimed in your direction, know that you are one of the strongest of men You can stand the blaze, and you are made greater by it.

the ghosts of my past tell me to not let go of them they nudge, they prod, they pull me into memories that are warm and welcoming, that leave bitter thoughts that I'd rather not have linger the spirits in the wind tell me to move forward they push, they urge, they move me to new territories that are full and present, that leave sweet longings that I can't even count on my ten fingers I never thought I'd get another chance until I found you  you open me up to wide avenues of  spirit, of Love because it is You, there is no other place I choose to be   Salamat mahal ko, inilatag kita sa bawat hibla ng aking pagkatao, mahal kita sa buong puso ko

Love, After all of this time I just want you to know that your efforts to be with me have not gone unnoticed or unappreciated. It endears me to know that you make an effort to see me and to be with me, whether for a multitude of reasons or for an nth degree of nothing, it does not matter. It shows that you want to be next to me, that you want to look into my green eyes, that you want to feel me at my deepest depths, that you want to give and receive pleasure from a simple human being such as me.  In your extraordinary presence, I am pleased and I am grateful, and I am touched beyond the obvious, all the way down to the subtle. You are my favorite thing. Bisous,   -M  (Jan 3, 2015)

the roughest boys on the playground have the most tender touch and always give me the sweetest kisses  hidden far from the most prying of eyes you are softest on the inside,  and that is more than okay your secret is safe with me

let my mouth go where it wants to to taste the salt of your skin and the savory flesh upon your bone your flavor bursts in my mouth  and tastes like a smorgasbord of delights

The ones I have touched  have never felt a fire as burning hot as mine they fall deep and are consumed by the flames  but they always find a way  to burrow out of the ashes   to be reborn to Love  one more time

the hardest part is letting go;  I spit out your seeds and swallow your pulp I can feel it go down, it used to be so bitter but you left the sweetest taste in my mouth

The power you have over me has me compelled to simply give you pleasure   You see my love, it's your pleasure because it belongs to you. I am just the keeper of it,  the vessel for it,  the human embodiment of it it is my pleasure to give you access to what is rightful, completely yours . Cast your magic, weave your spells, I will fall down and under it every time   

On Oct 4, 2014 5:29 AM, "XX" wrote: Holy fuck I miss u When do you get in my love? Sent from my iPhone On Oct 4, 2014, at 8:45 AM,” Mx Amoureaux” wrote: >I'm home darling xx I got in last night. I came back early from my trip to see you... *sent from Outer Space* On Oct 4, 2014 6:04 AM, "XX" wrote: Gosh I didn't know u came back early for me. Compounds my sadness and longing for u my love.   I had to fly early this morn to see my daughter for a few days. Back Thursday. Really really kills me I won't see u til then. Had no choice. Have to go to a school event and my work ended Thursday and begins else where on or around the 12th. Will be back Thursday and will hold you closer than I ever have before.   Unless u can come to NYC baby but I highly doubt u can so quickly. Wish u could be in NYC or close to me. In my apt. Or in your hotel. Waiting for me.   I almost didn't go so I could see u a...

you've corralled me from running free you have tamed my wild horses   bridled them from their constant seek of ecstasy caught in your lasso you now pull the reins you give me everything I could need ride me to Freedom

love how you ask for dessert all the time love how you want more than your fair share of it more than one slice of pie love how you eat me taste the honey that flows out for you love how you let me satisfy your hunger love how you climb on top and burst my cherry so sweet leave me filled with what I need can't wait to give you another slice don't even need to ask it's yours hot and piping and sticky and sweet your favorite treat    

The strap striking against my skin Your fingers pressed in to my flesh Your teeth gripping the meat on my bone Your mouth wetting the soft of my body Your dick carving into my warm wet space These roads lead to the place of happiness From my pussy to your heart

I miss you. Do you think about what we had like I do?  We were perfect together.  I am forever thinking about you, those wonderful times. Let's build a time machine and go back, what do you say?  I would turn back time just to feel you again, like before.  Like I still do.

The scent of you is beyond exquisite When I am near you,  holding you close, your skin next to mine, I feel like a Mother when holding her new infant, intoxicated and enraptured by it’s sublime smell,  reminiscent of a Love so deep and Divine the One that goes beyond space and time I don’t want to be far away from you You are the New the welcomed beginnings that my Love needs

Out of everything, I miss you.  Oh, so much! What you've cast and woven, I cannot turn away from, nor do I want to. You're my need. Without you I feel so tight. Unravel me.