Unrequited 1

I have loved people who can never be entirely mine

I know this is futile 
yet I continue to chase them

I have grown accustomed 

to feeling complete by a meager effort

even when they choose 

something else deemed better over me

when will I ever learn?

feeling completed but not whole

he only kisses me while he's deep in my unknown

telling me to not get too attached

it nevers turns into something more than

a feel

a little is better than nothing

why do I let my heart be spurned?