Intersexion

Just to feel you  Outside, next to, alongside, inside, close to me is Heaven on Earth

All it takes is just one touch and I am Yours like it is our first time, every time

oh Master what masterpieces will You paint using Your brushes which tickle and prick on the strokes You choose what shades of red and brown, purple and black will splay across the golden caramel canvas that lays obediently taught yet slack before You oh Master what shapes will appear, what messages will be relayed, what joys will be displayed, that Your artistry commands from its praise for the masterpiece You craft, shape, and devise to bring pleasure to the mind upon those secret set of eyes _____ Magic exists in the stroke that is also where Heaven is found  in the bend of Your wrists, in the twist of the brush And the canvas is Yours to command as You wish, a display of Your power a kind of Love that  becomes  Bliss

the ghosts of my past tell me to not let go of them they nudge, they prod, they pull me into memories that are warm and welcoming, that leave bitter thoughts that I'd rather not have linger the spirits in the wind tell me to move forward they push, they urge, they move me to new territories that are full and present, that leave sweet longings that I can't even count on my ten fingers I never thought I'd get another chance until I found you  you open me up to wide avenues of  spirit, of Love because it is You, there is no other place I choose to be   Salamat mahal ko, inilatag kita sa bawat hibla ng aking pagkatao, mahal kita sa buong puso ko

the roughest boys on the playground have the most tender touch and always give me the sweetest kisses  hidden far from the most prying of eyes you are softest on the inside,  and that is more than okay your secret is safe with me

let my mouth go where it wants to to taste the salt of your skin and the savory flesh upon your bone your flavor bursts in my mouth  and tastes like a smorgasbord of delights

The ones I have touched  have never felt a fire as burning hot as mine they fall deep and are consumed by the flames  but they always find a way  to burrow out of the ashes   to be reborn to Love  one more time

love how you ask for dessert all the time love how you want more than your fair share of it more than one slice of pie love how you eat me taste the honey that flows out for you love how you let me satisfy your hunger love how you climb on top and burst my cherry so sweet leave me filled with what I need can't wait to give you another slice don't even need to ask it's yours hot and piping and sticky and sweet your favorite treat    

The scent of you is beyond exquisite When I am near you,  holding you close, your skin next to mine, I feel like a Mother when holding her new infant, intoxicated and enraptured by it’s sublime smell,  reminiscent of a Love so deep and Divine the One that goes beyond space and time I don’t want to be far away from you You are the New the welcomed beginnings that my Love needs

I return, over these long but few years since you left,  to places that we used go.  Sometimes people ask me,“where’s your husband…that man you are always with?",   ask how is “everything going with the two of you?”, they invite us to gatherings, to lavish parties that we socially fit into, they often want me to tell you simply, “Hello”? I know they only ask because they see me alone, without you.  We were inseparable. We still are. How do I tell anyone who asks...? How you left to go to another realm, and hopefully, you are there waiting for me..?

I     I must seem like a tyrant when it comes to Love, not sure if I want it or not, I push away when it comes time to pull in, always doing things to fail myself from falling deep again,  all the while wishing for the things I felt and have lost along the way.  I call my guards up and begin to wage war against these things because of and in the name of Love. I do this to heal the hurt and pain that falling deep into Love has left me.  Self-inflicted, self-vindicated, is it real pleasure or real pain?  The wages of battle are surely ache and loss, a price I don't want to be obliged to pay. II I give my body away like it were a worthless coin, trying to forget that the truth is ,    I am a precious jewel, a rare delight. I urge the soldier of my own choosing to go deeper, into the place that only I know, to leave his essence to fill me up where I feel empty,  to leave a Light on inside  so that I don't g...

The love you made with me tonight was so full of every fiber of our Being that whatever I had left of me no longer exists--you and I are completely One. What is left of our existence is a culmination; It vibrates and transmits at a resonance that is beyond body, soul, and mind--you and I are Love. Let It Will Be.

When I don’t feel you I get lost and wonder where you are You’re so close to me yet so far I’ve gone the whole day keeping busy, holding thoughts of you at bay I try to find peace and soak in the bubbles while Amy’s “Wake Up Alone”croons from the stereophone As a reminder that again I’ll be home alone So in the dark of night I get in my car and drive past your house, I see the bedroom lights on and see her silhouette as she creeps down beside you, Doing what we as lovers do And what I’ve fought to forget is playing loud and true You’re not mine but I belong to only you

More than miss, more than all of these tears spilled More than heartache, take away all of this Can’t go even one day let alone two, feel like I’m going to explode And it’s day three, torn at the core into pieces, I don't know what more to do Are you free of me? I shall wither away, blown by the wind into the sea and carried to the other shore. Lock me up if it is a crime for wanting you like I do, All I want is for you to want me too Broken, please put me back together for you have the missing part It fits in the hollow of my heart and fills it up With all that I need It is Y.O.U.

What you do to me, my Love, I have come to know as mon plaisir parfaite;  like magic you find it there in my joyful depths every time. Mmmmm ...my pussy flowered open by your beautiful thick cock, making it feel so good from the tip of its head to the full of its base and then throughout your body and back into mine. That's the most amazing feeling to me, of all things--that right there!! With each thrust and throb you give me, I am transported...Heaven. It's absolutely perfect because everything you do to me and I do to you, sends us to another place, worth the visit each and every time. We are a vessel in which ecstasy is the coin and fuel, ridings on the rhythms of our bodies grinding to le battement de nos coeurs . There is no place else in all the Universe I would rather be than when you are nearest to me, conjoined and entwined. It is my Shangri-La...Divine.

Love is in control but it is me who holds the gun  Ready to aim,  my eye on the target my focus is on sight,  I pull the trigger and in the flash you are caught

I have swam in the deep dark sea of denial for far too long. Its cold temperatures have failed me, mistaking its rush for warmth. I have swam against currents of my own power and fought to win against the ebb of the tide, fought to win against the rip currents, only to lose myself every time, sinking deeper into murkier depths. I have fallen so far down into the abyss that the underworld of the sea appeared full of splendor and magic. It was all an illusion. I come up for air now, permanently exiting the water and laying down on the shore. I strive for my land legs to sprout from my fins, laying down on the shore, gasping for air to fill my gills as they turn back to lungs. On the shore, I bask in the daylight, in the warmth of the sun. I am exhausted and exhilaration rises from within. I am renewed by my will to evolve. The realization begins, transforming me anew.

Tu est comme le soleil à moi, lumineux et brillant et brûlant; il est là, dans tes yeux! Que vais-je faire? Je suis fait à l'aveugle par le frisson de notre affaire.  Puis-je me reposer à l'ombre, même si je sais que je vous y trouver?  Peu importe, je me consume et se prélasser dans la lueur de votre étoile... You are like the sun to me, bright and brilliant and burning; it is there in your eyes! What am I to do? I am made blind by the thrill of our affair.  Do I rest in the shade even when I know I find you there?  No matter, I am consumed and bask in the glow of your star...

I am the carafe to carry your milk,  mingled with the honey of my Existence All that is living springs forth in joyous splendor,  a union of lovers Divine. Come forward and fill my cistern  with the waters of Ecstasy until I'm left to overflow  with praise of such a gift as your Love, a union of souls entwined.

Thursday morning, 10:11 am text message thread Him: How much longer until you’re here in my arms?  :) I miss u, need u. Me: I miss you. 24 little hours, baby. Him: you free tomorrow eve? Me: YES, all yours. In need of you and the pleasure you give me. Him: Good. Thursday night, 6pm, American Airlines Flight  85 somewhere above Nevada My thoughts are white hot, especially now that I’m on my way like a winged goddess returning to her temple. Perhaps it’s the glass of wine or perhaps the anticipation of seeing Him again. My panties are damp from the delicious thoughts I’ve been playing in my mind about tomorrow’s date night. I reminisce on just how great it is to give myself to Him, how he takes me on thrilling rides of so much joy. He knows how to get me to places only he has directions to. I can’t wait to land and get onto the streets of San Francisco, being chauferred to bed. Being with Him can’t come soon enough. Friday morning, 7:03 am W Hotel ...