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Musings From My Heart 2

Love,         You bring me joy and heavenly bliss. The World is complete when I am in your presence and hollow when we are apart. I am caught up completely in the rapture. When you are away it feels like we are thousands of miles apart and I longingly ache to be with you, to hear your voice, to get lost in your eyes. I will swim in the deepest depths of the sea to cleanse my Soul for you. How can I raise you up like you have done for me? All I want to do is to return the favor, a thousand fold. I am happy. It is because of You. The smallest things about you are the biggest inspirations to me--could you be a muse to me? It's beyond sexual, it's connection. I want to wake up in your arms like we did on Sunday morning, hearing the songs your birds were singing, the light of the day filling the room gently, our bodies intertwined, your kiss on my neck. I am awakened. Let us energize each other. We have moved forward into a new "us"--where do we ...

Eros

R, You’ve been on my mind since you left yesterday.  I want you to know that I hope that our time together gives you comfort and makes you happy and that our visits take you to a place where the other things that press on you don’t exist, if even for a moment. I have never felt eros such as what we have. It thrills me, gives me pure joy because it is of You. I’m blessed and thankful. This love I give to you--know that it is yours freely and solely and without conditions. I give it to you because I know that you deserve it, that you’re more than worth it, and that it’s your time to have it in the way that you see fit and comfortable for you. Don’t mind me when I press on about the silly things my mind wonders about. It is not my intention to add pressure, I hope I haven’t.  I want to give myself freely to you and to shower you with this love--it overflows for you, beyond even my old spirit’s comprehension or the concepts of my contemporary mind.  Pure and simp...

Through The Door

You go to leave, the door has just closed; In your absence, once more I am filled with the sting of sadness. You return to me, the door has opened again;  In your presence, once more I am filled with the light of love.

Musings From My Heart 1

Love,      I am just going to feel this one out--completely. It feels natural, whole, it feels like pure kismet, meant to be. I feel no counter emotion-those feelings of doubt or uncertainty, or of an impending finality, an end. I just am able to be honest for the first time, in a long time. I have no desire to have it end. It is just beginning. I have total trust in the course that is being charted and am guided by divine force. I feel that our connection is within our mutual understanding and it exists in its own realm with its own language and culture. A heart connection-found. We exist on a transcendental dimension founded on creation, joy, Love, Light- I have been searching for this just as long as you have and so grateful to have been  privileged  to witness and be in the presence of you again, after seemingly forgotten lifetimes eons ago. You will transform me to celestial heights and I am ready and willing to return the favor with...

"Come Get Dessert"

On Feb 28, 2015, at 9:59 PM, "Mx Amoureaux” wrote: S weet delights are here laying, waiting just how you like it, in my candlit room Come take me love. On Feb 28, 2015 10:04 PM, "XX" wrote U have been on my mind all night .You're so fucking sexy baby. God.  On Feb 28, 2015, at 10:07 PM, "Mx Amoureaux” wrote: You make me that way. So hot for u all the time. On Feb 28, 2015 10:09 PM, "XX" wrote: I'm your big dicked lover  ;) I love exploding in u more than anything On Feb 28, 2015, at 10:13 PM, “Mx Amoureaux” wrote: I love that exact moment when you throb and pulse and I feel your heat inside me. It fills me with joy. On Feb 28, 2015 10:14 PM, "XX" wrote: You are perfect On Feb 28, 2015, at 10:19 PM, “Mx Amoureaux” wrote: You make me that way Come get dessert 

Belong To You

When I don’t feel you I get lost and wonder where you are You’re so close to me yet so far I’ve gone the whole day keeping busy, holding thoughts of you at bay I try to find peace and soak in the bubbles while Amy’s “Wake Up Alone”croons from the stereophone As a reminder that again I’ll be home alone So in the dark of night I get in my car and drive past your house, I see the bedroom lights on and see her silhouette as she creeps down beside you, Doing what we as lovers do And what I’ve fought to forget is playing loud and true You’re not mine but I belong to only you

Rain

On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 at 4:44 PM, "Mx Amoureaux" wrote:  Did my man get caught in the rain on your bike on your way home? On Sat, Feb 7, 2015 4:45 PM, "XX" wrote: yes it was beautiful. felt so good - you and the rain