Intersexion

Very interesting topic and one I am always thinking about, not for myself but for my partners. All of my current Lovers are all "straight" (I use the term "straight-identitifed"), and in actuality throughout my sexual life, I have mainly attracted these types of men. The sex I do have is actually homosexual sex since I was born male and I have a penis [("girlcock") even though I express my gender in the feminine/fluid and I am the bottom in my couplings] but I don't have gay sex; my Lovers don't care one bit for my girlcock, it is not the focus of attention, but the sex I get from them is different, it's straight sex : the way he touches my body and caresses my skin, strokes my boypussy with his cock, the things he whispers in my ear, the way he kisses and refers to me, the depth in how he plows me, and the constant need to breed me...I don't doubt! YES, it helps that I'm lean/small, pretty and feminine, this is asthetics of course. E...

Stay with me, there is no other place to be We can pretend we are traveling to other lands, wrapped up in each other too entwined to stand Stay with me, there is no other place to go We are two thief of hearts, committing love crimes  reaping what we sow We are mutual alibis, a freedom together is all that we will know

I have loved people who can never be entirely mine I know this is futile  yet I continue to chase them I have grown accustomed  to feeling complete by a meager effort even when they choose  something else deemed better over me when will I ever learn? feeling completed but not whole he only kisses me while he's deep in my unknown telling me to not get too attached it nevers turns into something more than a feel a little is better than nothing why do I let my heart be spurned?

It was a dream fully realized that was lived richly, hungrily, until its inevitable end. Tension pressed inward, movement tethered and restrained, the spirit strained through a fine and unforgiving sieve until longing gently unfastened the chaste. And there, at the threshold between ache and awakening, the beautiful Being discovered the key at last: unlocking the cage not by force, but by will alone, almost as if by magic. Unmade by love, released from devotion, this beautiful being gathers back every trembling thing once given. Two bodies loosen from the heat of becoming One, separation sliding slowly like silk from bare skin— aching, tender, as the body slowly remembers its own name.

locked away in a gilded cage is a being of such Beauty that whenever eyes are laid upon this creature, they cannot tell if it is real or if it is a dream. No one can believe that such a thing can be held aloft in such a device of shining silver and gold, yet it is, and meant for only the strongest among them.  Made of love and trained to serve,  this being gives everything that is good  to  a Master of fate and desire,  into a f ulcrum of Love,  a  union of two into One.

I I wished and asked and here You are to a little leprechaun I told my heart's secret he pointed his gold in our direction these waterfalls of affection pour from our wellspring it is  never-ending II all I ever want is to please  give you the world have you live at ease exist in your kingdom devoted exultations and prayers delivered on bended knees III my fruit I lay in front of you devour me entirely you know my flesh is sweet, the Tree of Knowledge I hang from pluck the morsels until your basket is full and make a dish of delights from these spoils and live in Love which is rightfully  Yours

Just to feel you  Outside, next to, alongside, inside, close to me is Heaven on Earth

Do you realize...no one will ever love you more than me. I still hold on to this truth, even though I should let go.  I guess I want you to know this truth, by experience. I would give up everything I have just to show you, don't you know?  Come back to me and let us be.

All it takes is just one touch and I am Yours like it is our first time, every time

I know that I wield a heat that burns hot and bright, only those who have held fire in the palm of their hands will know that they can stand the heat of my flame If I am aimed in your direction, know that you are one of the strongest of men You can stand the blaze, and you are made greater by it.

oh Master what masterpieces will You paint using Your brushes which tickle and prick on the strokes You choose what shades of red and brown, purple and black will splay across the golden caramel canvas that lays obediently taught yet slack before You oh Master what shapes will appear, what messages will be relayed, what joys will be displayed, that Your artistry commands from its praise for the masterpiece You craft, shape, and devise to bring pleasure to the mind upon those secret set of eyes _____ Magic exists in the stroke that is also where Heaven is found  in the bend of Your wrists, in the twist of the brush And the canvas is Yours to command as You wish, a display of Your power a kind of Love that  becomes  Bliss

the ghosts of my past tell me to not let go of them they nudge, they prod, they pull me into memories that are warm and welcoming, that leave bitter thoughts that I'd rather not have linger the spirits in the wind tell me to move forward they push, they urge, they move me to new territories that are full and present, that leave sweet longings that I can't even count on my ten fingers I never thought I'd get another chance until I found you  you open me up to wide avenues of  spirit, of Love because it is You, there is no other place I choose to be   Salamat mahal ko, inilatag kita sa bawat hibla ng aking pagkatao, mahal kita sa buong puso ko

I kneel before you and open my Self wide You give me your Water, and I drink from the fountain of Pleasure

Love, After all of this time I just want you to know that your efforts to be with me have not gone unnoticed or unappreciated. It endears me to know that you make an effort to see me and to be with me, whether for a multitude of reasons or for an nth degree of nothing, it does not matter. It shows that you want to be next to me, that you want to look into my green eyes, that you want to feel me at my deepest depths, that you want to give and receive pleasure from a simple human being such as me.  In your extraordinary presence, I am pleased and I am grateful, and I am touched beyond the obvious, all the way down to the subtle. You are my favorite thing. Bisous,   -M  (Jan 3, 2015)

the roughest boys on the playground have the most tender touch and always give me the sweetest kisses  hidden far from the most prying of eyes you are softest on the inside,  and that is more than okay your secret is safe with me

let my mouth go where it wants to to taste the salt of your skin and the savory flesh upon your bone your flavor bursts in my mouth  and tastes like a smorgasbord of delights

The ones I have touched  have never felt a fire as burning hot as mine they fall deep and are consumed by the flames  but they always find a way  to burrow out of the ashes   to be reborn to Love  one more time

the hardest part is letting go;  I spit out your seeds and swallow your pulp I can feel it go down, it used to be so bitter but you left the sweetest taste in my mouth

The power you have over me has me compelled to simply give you pleasure   You see my love, it's your pleasure because it belongs to you. I am just the keeper of it,  the vessel for it,  the human embodiment of it it is my pleasure to give you access to what is rightful, completely yours . Cast your magic, weave your spells, I will fall down and under it every time   

On Oct 4, 2014 5:29 AM, "XX" wrote: Holy fuck I miss u When do you get in my love? Sent from my iPhone On Oct 4, 2014, at 8:45 AM,” Mx Amoureaux” wrote: >I'm home darling xx I got in last night. I came back early from my trip to see you... *sent from Outer Space* On Oct 4, 2014 6:04 AM, "XX" wrote: Gosh I didn't know u came back early for me. Compounds my sadness and longing for u my love.   I had to fly early this morn to see my daughter for a few days. Back Thursday. Really really kills me I won't see u til then. Had no choice. Have to go to a school event and my work ended Thursday and begins else where on or around the 12th. Will be back Thursday and will hold you closer than I ever have before.   Unless u can come to NYC baby but I highly doubt u can so quickly. Wish u could be in NYC or close to me. In my apt. Or in your hotel. Waiting for me.   I almost didn't go so I could see u a...